It’s a very sensitive topic so I want you to sit down and keep it calm a bit.
You are here because you want to suicide or you are tired of life and thinking of ending it all, godSo let me be clear at first, it’s not as easy as it seems.
You see, it’s in our DNA, the fundamental of human nature that one cannot hurt themselves.God had made us like this, you cannot hold your breath longer than your body let you, you cannot cut yourself or bite yourself to death without any of outside help.
when God created any living being, he put an instinct to protect itself at any cost. God has also made us this way to naturally protected by nature itself. He makes skin fair for those who live in cold atmosphere so that little bit of sunlight can make them warmer. He makes colure of skin black who lived in Africa so that sun won’t hurt them. so you see even god doesn’t want you to end it.
For my atheist friend who doesn’t believe in god, its pure science, there is no god to guide us and its pure luck that we are still alive, then you should be feeling lucky right now that you still alive. We are alive because we struggle and hustle each and every day. We survived because we are on the top of any food chain. You have came this far, so your intelligent enough to go one more step ahead.
But you are so determine that all This fact is mumbo-jumbo to you than I will tell you the best way to end your life. But first I need to tell you which way is the worst way to exit this world.
- Hanging: the most famous and easiest way is hang yourself and die. But what you don’t know is what happens when chair is gone away and your leg is up in the air. First if you’re lucky your neck will be broken and you died right there, but 90% of time that won’t happen.Your neck will feel the rope getting tighter and tighter around it, then you gasp for air cause your air tube is locked, your leg start twitching and hand started to act naturally by trying to escape the rope, the most dangerous and tragic thing is, hanging is one of the death which you can’t escape, it mean when you jump from that table, there is no point of return.
Dying by suffocation is one the most painful death you don’t even wish to give your worst enemy. Every single second passing by and you will feel pain is gaining and you are losing control of your own body. We don’t know yet but I think most of the people who suicide by hanging, must have regretted second later that it was too much easy to live then die this way.
- Shooting yourself: in India it’s hard to acquire fire arms so you need to forget it right away, for other country, yes it seems the fastest one. Just point the gun in your head and shoot.No, not that easy, a gun is a powerful weapon, its need lots of practice to get familiar with it, while shooting it you will feel a great deal of shock in your hand, it’s a bad thing for suicide. 50% chances are you will miss and hit something else, which make odd not in your favor. If the bullet won’t hit certain part of your brain then you will be badly injured. And the pain will be unbearable. Not to mention that you will be alive but in coma. So you will be helpless and full with pain. Also our skull is so strong, sometime it can bounce the bullet just a little bit and it’s a fairly possible that it will hurt your brain which can cause you much trouble. Suppose you are a marksmen and really lucky then the pain when bullet touches you skin, drill in to your skull, traveling thru it and find its way on the other side is not easy.
Also when you die, there will be big hole where bullet came out and its look terrible that no one will stand to see it, so you will be hurting your loved one even when you’re dead.It’s hard to digest all this but trust me, shooting your self is as bad as throwing yourself in a snake pit.
- Overdose: when you live in city and work under lots of stress. Sleeping pills are come in handy. And when you think of ending, it would be easier to die in sleep. You must be thinking, yes, die in sleep, peacefully. Then no, it’s a wrong answer. When you need to sleep you would need one pill or maybe two, but for dying you will need more than dozen.
So one pill makes you sleep like baby, dozen will change it all. It won’t make you peaceful, it rather makes you depressed. You will die by respiratory depression. Means you will stop breathing. As you read before when you hang you self same thing will happen but this time in you sleep, but you will feel everything because your mind will be trying harder and harder to stay alive. And the worst thing is, you will be laying there semi parlays, and you will feel that pain and can’t do anything about it. You can see the dilemma, you wanted to die peacefully and still you will be feeling that pain. Now tell me, how is that easy?
- Jumping from the height: find a highest point you could possible find, reach there and jump, everything will be taken care by gravity. Right? But, yes there is a but in it because I will not help you to die. Suppose that height is not high enough then you will broke your body,
You land on your feet, you will broke your spine, not every time, but you must have heard of stories people jumping of aeroplane and survived, so it’s pretty thin but one must need to consider it. After all now days you just can’t walk in to the terrace of a tall building.And the most important thing is pain will be 100 times worse than any other.
- Drowning: it’s the most inhuman and barbaric death one can think to do to himself.I don’t know how to swim so I am the most frighten by it, but think about it. In this world when you find yourself alone and helpless to change the circumstances and you decide to end yourself by drowning and just minute later you will feel the same helplessness and see yourself trapped in it. Remember, you body will do anything to survive weather you like it or not.
There is lots and lots more ways to die, but I hope reading this will make you think for little bit. I understand, there is no way, you are stuck, and there is no other way to find any solution for your problem. Loss in business, loss of your loved one, losing your love. Trust me I have been there. And I am telling you all this because I was there, where you are right now. Things are not changed yet for me. You see, when you have finally a will to live, you will have more and more problems. It’s a gods way to punish you to disobeying him. But somehow we all can get thru this.
I was in debt once, I also lost a family member and I had also lost my true love more then once, but that doesn’t mean I stop living, I say live and mock all those who wish you dead. Even when god is trying to kill you, you survive and show him the middle finger. I say put up your best fight, cause its not a battlefield, its much more harder than that. Dyeing is easy, living is harder. And you are the rock who held the tide at the bay.
If you still think that you need to die, then I urge you, go to those terrorist and first kill few of them and then die. At last your death will bring little peace to the world.